Mar 31, 2016: Refocus


This has been one of those weeks, and yet my trusty calendar tells me that it’s not even over yet!

Between trying to get back in gear from last week’s birthday festivities, coupled with illness recovery, trying to adjust to Sara moving temporarily from nights to days at work, a lack of motivation due to my own work drama from last week that is probably in my best interest not to get into, and I don’t even know how many other things … at this point I’ll be happy just to get this blog post as well as a load of laundry done, and that’s it.😛

I really try not to let myself fall into that trap of demotivation because I think a lot of it is self-deprecating and deep down I know that I just need to get to work, and I’ll end up feeling a lot better afterwards because of it. But that doesn’t make it any easier when the world seems to be crumbling around you and you can’t even find one clean fork in this house to have a nice, oversized, endorphin-releasing piece of birthday cake while I mull over the same paragraph for forty-five minutes in search of the words I need to just finish the stupid thing already!

There’s a lot of work that I need to get done in April, not to mention all through the summer in preparation for things to come later on in the year, so I really can’t afford to drag my feet for days at a time waiting for the stars to be in alignment or for the price of tea in China to come down or however that metaphor actually works.

But hey, at least I did get this post done after all! Now what to do until that esteemed load of laundry is done, too???

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